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> Wednesday, September 28, 2005
8:46 PM

haha now listenin to ayumi hamasaki da moments.v nicee lorr..now dunno y i lyk to listen 2 jap n korean songs.boa oso sing not bad lehh..i lyk atlantis princess n jewel song.hai aniwaes exams is lyk da dae after le.i v scared lorr cos it's lyk streamin dis yr.den alot of stuff i still dunno.lyk my sci i dunno wad stoopid valence thingy..mann i jus so hate atoms.den 4 maths mdm hana is settin da paper n ms chong say she lyk algebra alot..liddat i can die le cos my algebra is lyk shit.i barely passed my mid-yr maths.die ah..i surely cant go triple sci de.aniwaes dis yr lyk pass so fast liddat..nxt yr jiu yao sec3 le..man..i dun wanna be sec3.ahhh i jus wish exams 2 b faster over la..den can go n play.haha alot of things i wanna do sia.haha den jus now i saw got wad advertisement 4 sum hongkong dramas on ch u..i wan watch.den ytd had h.e practical exam..haha den every1 was lyk tokin n cooking at da same tym..den after dat wen back to claz n every1 had food feast..haha we were jus eating everytin sia..den 1/2 thru i realised dat my pencil case was in da h.e kitchen den i wen lyk oh shit damn loud.den few sec later theo oso oh shit cos she oso left hers in da dere oso.den accordin to lingli after i wen out more ppl wen oh shit cos dey oso left deir stuff in da rm.so farni.

tink im gonna miss da claz alot nxt yr.aniwaes tink im not gonna cum online 4 a long tym.exams mahh..haiz relli scared sia.wishh me gd luck.

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> Sunday, September 25, 2005
7:03 PM

ytd had farewell party 4 da sec4s.phyllis nv cum..i mean it's not her fault dat sumtin hpn budden feel abit sad laa cos las yr we oso dun hav any1 2 celebrate 4.den every1 wear until so retro n i was lyk wearin sum plain stuff.actualli i wanted 2 go shoppin on fri de budden ended up slpin da whole afternoon.aniwaes i was lyk kinda kuku la as usual.den hav 2 go perform..so i wen into da band rm n set up instru lorr den i stoopidly wen 2 set up my EX-EUPH..den i realised dat i chg euph le.brain not functionin..so wen out perform 4 da seniors..luckily i nv zhao sia..den wen back n sit lorr.eat le den joseph dey all wanted 2 go da dnt block dere n play.nv follow dem..den wen bac n took fotos lorr..hai phyllis nv cum den cant take whole sect foto..actualli i nv relli take any fotos wif her cept 4 da 1 after syf.den wen back band rm 2 hav final combine wif da sec4s.played cc n spore rhap..i dun relli feel lyk it's da same band anymore..jus sumhow i feel weird.den took more fotos n wen home lorr.

hai so fast da sec4s leave le den nxt yr will b da sec3s..i tink im gonna cry den.dunno y but i jus feel dat da band now is v different le..i dun feel da spirit anymore it's lyk sumtin is missin.n everytym i go band i feel lyk cryin lorr i dunno y.it's lyk now da band so slack n everytin..how i wish jasmine was here 2 lyk scold da band or sumtin.or mayb claudia doin her usual conductin.den phyllis playin her euph.i miss da sec4s mann.I WISH WE COULD BE LYK DA BAND B4 SYF.ONE BAND ONE SOUND.

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> Wednesday, September 21, 2005
9:55 PM

chg my skin le n it's copyrighted mine.budden actualli not i create 1 laa..is i copy n paste here n dere fr other skins de.aniwaes 2dae had history test..i hav totalli flunk it cos ytd i nv even study or i did but da words didnt get into my head.soo i was jus writin wadeva crap i can tink of.lyk i go n write wad ppl die n wad dis riot longer den da other riot.lyk ermm dat's not even in da bk..i ownself invent 1.haii den durin cf dey brought us go hall n tok bout wad humanities subj 4 nxt yr.actualli wanted 2 take core hist de budden nt offered n even if offered i dun wan take le..it's lyk u hav 2 go n learn bout spore which is crap laa cos i much prefer war n it's offered elective hist.goody i wan elective hist..budden if i wanna go triple sci rite hav 2 take core geog which is crap too.my geog is lyk jus pass onli lorr den go comb b oso hav core geog.wth laa.lit im nv ever takin cos my lit is same as geog..jus pass.nxt yr da comb relli relli sux lorr..now i tinkin of going comb B le cos of da elective hist.cos if i go comb A da core geog is gonna pull me down lyk shit.aniwaes in both comb chemistry is bound 2 pull me down de.haii so fan sia..i dun wanna go sec3 le..i much rather stay in sec2, beta still sec1.

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> Monday, September 19, 2005
9:59 PM

i noe wad's my prob le.well dere r 2 kinds of ppl in da world.ppl hu sit dere n wait 4 things to hpn 2 dem n ppl hu make things hpn.haha im no.1.yeahh i owaes wait 4 things 2 hpn 2 me but i nv ever tot of makin dem hpn.hmm i tink i shld make things hpn now.or atleast try 2..if im gonna jus sit dere n wait 4 it 2 hpn it's nv ever ver goin 2 hpn.haha wad m i crappin bout.aniwaaes i ran away 2dae..NOT FR HOME LA..haha nobody seems 2 notice sia..cool my presence not needed..haha next tym i can run away more often.k wanna go watch stairway 2 heaven le =)))

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> Friday, September 16, 2005
9:45 PM

dis relli sux.dere is now a fish bone stuck in my throat n i cant geddit out lorr.tried vinegar,eatin rice,bread n water budden still cant get out.it's so uncomfortable sia.sum1 help me!!!im not goin 2 eat fish anymore actualli i dun eat fish de cos las tym i oso got bone stuck den got phobia budden my mom force me 2 eat lorr.hmm da onli thing i haven tried 2 get it out is by vomitin.it's so gross lorr..n i dun wanna try it.i cant understand y ppl wanna b bulimic.goshh so pain man my throat..I CANT TAKE IT.i feel lyk takin sum knife n den cut my throat.it's relli pain lorr n it sucks havin a fish bone stuck in ur throat.it's lyk dere's dis sharp needle in dere n u cant geddit out.

OHH SUM1 HELP ME

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> Wednesday, September 14, 2005
9:03 PM

every1 is probably studyin rite now..while im here bloggin..
MAYB i dun wanna go triple sci anymore..i dunno im jus so tired of studyinn..mayb jus goin 2 sum normal class will do..aniwaes hav u ever felt lyk u dun feel anytin at all??u jus simply dun caree..i feel dat wayy..i feel dead.mayb bein dead isnt so badd afterall,u dun feel anytin n u dun hav 2 tink bout anytin..gd rite.
U NOE I HAV TRIED 2 MAKE EVERY1 HAPPI BUT IT DOES NOT SEEM 2 WORKK.
FINE.
IM TIREDD OF PRETENDIN.
FR NOW ON IM NOT GONNA CARE WADEVA SHIT U SAY ABT ME.
DUN LYK WAD I SAY..
GET DA FCUK OUT OF MY SIGHT.

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> Friday, September 09, 2005
8:40 PM

stoopid.i cant watch da tv lorr dat's y cum n use da comp.my damn bro lorr occupy da tv den da other tv my dad watchin.dunno y i now so addicted 2 da tv..cos holidaes mahh den got nutin 2 watch den i kip watchin those dramas so get addicted liaoo.been tinkinn n i tink wad wz say is rite..i 'dui ta you pian jian'..shld giv it a chance.mayb it will workk.yeahh lyk dat's wad i owaes tink but in da end it failed.haii k shall not tink abt dat.haven study at all sia..but i cant study cos i hav no mood at all n if i study nutin goes into my head.all i do is jus stare at sum words..useless wad.k la nutin 2 crapp le.

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> Thursday, September 08, 2005
8:37 PM

im so boredd.haii it's lyk im rottin at home..got nutin 2 do at all.actualli tot holidaes can wake up late de budden sumhow i hav been wakin up early n den at nite oso got prob slpin.usualli i jus fall aslp after closin my eyes de budden now i hav 2 kip tossin n turnin.it's lyk whenever i try 2 slp sum thing pops up n in da end i will kip tinkin abt it.den everydae oso da same..wake up watch tv..wake up watch tv.so darn siann.den i oso v fan over dat h.e coursework lorr.dunno wad 2 cook cos i not v sure of da tym.aniwaes decided 2 try bakin stuff lorr so ytd i baked cookies n den 2dae i baked muffins.hahaha v surprised dat i could cook but aniwaes dey turned out 2 be quite nicee la.

actualli been feelin kinda guilty cos i nv touch any of my textbks at all.den sumore end of yr is ard da corner le..haii freakin sia..

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> Friday, September 02, 2005
9:43 PM

tink i finalli rmb wad i wan say le.it's abt toots person..jus wanna tell toots stop sayin bad thing abt us cos u r oreadi out of band sumore comment so much 4 wad??n wad hpn dere is NONE of ur business cos u r out n im glad kaes.u were da 1 hu left 1 horr not we force u 2 leave n u made it sound lyk we chased u out sumore say wad we deserve all dis.toots man.JUS LEAVE US ALONE.

dere done..dun wan use my entire blog entry n scold dat toots.hai aniwaes 2dae band was terrible..our grp cant decide wad da sec1s r goin 2 do 4 da farewell party n it's lyk fan dao.ask dem play dey cant.ask dem sing or dance dey dun wan.ask dem play da percussion dey oso lyk dun wan.den we oso hav prob wif da song..it's lyk cant start 2gether n end 2gether.i was kinda not happi laa cos dis 1 cannot dat 1 cannot den da song play 1/2 way oso can stop.sorta regret choosin 2 do dis..hai tot will b easy cos da song quite easy mahh.hai den da sec1s oso cant play yet..deir scales still got prob lorr den wanna play song.kee siao..tink dis yr da sec1s damn slack.las tym we dis yr oreadi started on songs le n now dey r still frettin over deir scales.

wonder nxt tym syf how??all die le.

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